1 year, 100 books, and a love letter to literature

I swear I am normal. I have a full-time job. I go do things on weekends. I don’t decline social engagements for the sake of reading. And yet in January 2021, as I stared down year two of the pandemic, a repeat of last year’s 52 books in 52 weeks just didn’t seem to cut it. I dared myself to up the ante.

For 2021, the goal became 100 books.

Below, in brevity: how I managed to select 100 books that I actually liked enough to read in full, what I learned along the way, what I loved along the way, a few “superlatives” for my favorite reads.

How I Selected Books

1. I chose books that let me travel. With the pandemic still ranging, I turned to literature to appease my nagging travel bug. From Haiti to Israel to Spain to Russia to Burma and onwards, books both returned me to places I love and dropped me in landscapes and lands I doubt I’ll ever get to visit. No Covid testing, TSA, or lost luggage necessary.

2. I chose books aligned with my “Jewish Journey”. In March, I began the formal Jewish conversion process with an incredible rabbi and local community (I’m averse to the word conversion – because I’m not converting from anything, hence I’m using “journey” until I find a word I like better). The process is delightfully heavy on reading, which is reflected in the books I chose this year.

3. I chose books that I’d read before. Re-reads hold a sense of comfort that I desperately needed in this year’s wild world. I revisited a beloved WWII coming of age story set in Leningrad, recaptured the wisdom of a Stanford doctor turned patient and returned to an adventurous story about recovering an ancient, holy manuscript.

4. I chose books by author. Well, duh, you might say. But not so quick. A good chunk of my reading this year was dedicated to the works of a select group of authors I love (including Elie Wiesel, Matti Friedman, and Amos Oz). Reading these authors’ books back to back to back was deeply gratifying and left me with lots to ponder as a writer and thinker. Can you tell I’m gearing up for that some-day-book I’ll write? 😉

5. I chose books on topics I felt a duty to know more about. This year, I tried my best to shine a flashlight on topics that are just plain important. The history of Syria. The human mind on opioids. The science of burnout. The housing crisis in America. The perils of menstrual justice across the world. The war in Afghanistan. The list goes on and on. I am thankful to end the year knowing more.

What I Learned

  • 100 books is a lot.
  • Doing a little bit at a time, over a long time, can get me where I want to be.
  • Libraries are sacred treasures. (Like super duper sacred.)
  • Reading on screens is still not for me. Sorry Kindle.
  • The more I read, the more creative I feel.

What I Loved

  • Always having a story on hand.
  • Feeling superbly qualified to provide book suggestions when asked.
  • Reading well-worn library books and noticing which pages readers dogeared as their favorites.
  • Talking with people I love about books they love.
  • The focus and sense of accomplishment this challenge provided in a year that was so nutty.

SUPERLATIVES: Best Books I Read in 2021

The one I’ll read over and over again — When Breath Becomes Air (Paul Kalanithi)

The personal mindset changer — Think Again: The Power of Knowing What You Don’t Know (Adam Grant)

The best graphic novel — Good Talk: A Memoir in Conversations (Mira Jacobs)

The one we all need to read — Morality: Restoring the Common Good in Divided Times (Jonathan Sacks)

The most memorable memoir — Between Two Kingdoms: Memoir of a Life Interrupted (Suleika Jaouad) 

The one I’ve always loved and will forever love — City of Thieves (David Benioff)

The heartiest adventure — Pumpkinflowers: A Soldier’s Story of a Forgotten War (Matti Friedman)

The one that was small but mighty — Period. End of Sentence.: A New Chapter in the Fight for Menstrual Justice (Anita Diamant)

The strongest multi-national story — Family Papers: A Sephardic Journey Through the Twentieth Century (Sarah Abrevaya Stein)

The funniest – A Very Punchable Face (Colin Jost)

The most moving historical account — The Jews of Silence (Elie Wiesel)

And What’s Next?

As for 2022, I think a more modest goal is in order — 50 books sounds quaint.

I’ll close with a poem written by a high school classmate of mine named Katherine Liu. I first read this piece while peer-editing poetry in an AP English (10 years ago now!). I remember thinking “this expresses what reading is to me.” Katherine gave me permission to keep a copy of it. I revisit it often. It is magic.

7 comments

  1. carolyn · December 30

    What an amazing plethora of books. Each so different and then maybe not? Thank you for the list as I am constantly looking for a good read. You have solved at least one of my problems. Care to go for two?

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  2. Debbie Munro · December 30

    Way to go !!! Keep dreaming and reaching for new stars.

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  3. Gretchen Craford · December 31

    What an inspirational list of books. I will keep it on my virtual nightstand and never be without a good suggestion:-)

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  4. Lenore Cohen · December 31

    What a wonderful journey you undertook during this past year! I am impressed. I love your writing and will keep your list for my future reading . And, I can’t wait to read the book YOU will certainly write in the future!

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  5. Grandpa · December 31

    Wow, Granddaughter! My list is more like one a week. On of my favorites was by the Palestinian Poet, Mahmoud Darwish, “The Butterfly’s Burden”. Today is a wonderful snowy day, and I am reading again, James Baldwin’s “Living in Fire,” The dogs are wrestling by our fire this New Years Eve morning.

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  6. Sara · February 4

    I’m curious as to why you are converting to Judaism? You always seemed so pro the Palestinian cause. It must be some sort of symbol of status.

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    • cassidycraford · February 4

      Hi Sara— I can’t tell by your name if you’re a Sara I know or not. If I know you, and you’re genuinely curious about my conversion to Judaism, you can reach out to me directly and we can engage off of the blog post.

      While the first sentence in your comment is curious, the second two are antisemitic. Your statement suggests that being a Jew is a symbol of status — that Jews somehow sit “above” others. This plays into dangerous antisemitic tropes. You can read more here about why this comment is problematic, inaccurate, and hurtful: https://www.holocaustremembrance.com/resources/working-definitions-charters/working-definition-antisemitism

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